As I sometimes have to do when I forget to check my LJ in awhile, I was clicking "previous posts" over and over, trying to find a post I last left off on so I could catch up with the ones I missed. Yet I noticed something, after page 2, all the posts where gone. :S It had not ended, I could still click back, they just weren't..there. Like they where all invisiable or something.
So if anyone posted something of great importance, I didn't get to see it. I don't know if this is just a glitch in the LJ system, or whats going on, but it had never done that before, and I can read the first 2 pages fine.
Anyone else's doing this odd glitch? I hope it's fixed soon.

Hope everyone is having a good and safe day. :)

Shes beautiful, and shes a cat girl. I had plans for a were-panther (or some kinda were cat) character for awhile, I just wasn't sure if I wanted it a boy or girl. But shes perfect for the character. Only issue is..WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO BE LIMITED?! And at $800 true, thats harsh. Especially for someone completly broke at the moment like me. >_>;; But I am going to try and get her, her and my boy doll, thats my goals next to keeping up savings for an apartment. -Manifests away-  
Thats it, I think I will look for a part time job.

 

Hope everyone is having a nice and fun day, wish me luck in getting the dolls I want!! :D

Yeah, I have them. I got Twitter today finally, seeing as some of my friends, and my family have them. Not to mention you can link it to your DA, which I thought might be a little fun. I think you can link it here as well, lol. So far I don't mind it, besides text updates (which is the main thing I like about it) and keeping up with your favorite bands/starts, theres really no point to it.

Anyways, thats my small rant for the day, if you actually read this..then COOKIES!! -Throws-
Hope everyone is having a safe and fun night. :) 

www.iplehouse.net/shop/step1.php
 

WHY IPLEHOUSE WHY?!
Shes so beautiful, and perfect for a character I have in the back of my mind that needs developing (she is known as anouther one of my characters, Zia, cousin), and to top if off her face is GORGEOUS!! JSJDJNDNJFJNJFDOSDOEIFRN!!
I need money. First soom nearly kills me with their dragon man, and now this. Ugh. I need to save up, hopefuly..MAYBE (since she would be kinda an impulse by), for her and my boy doll.

Have a nice day, stay well everyone!! :)

I got REALLY CLOSE to being over-drafted again saddly. I have 30 cents left, lol, thankfully so I am NOT over-drafted. I need to watch my account more carefully..or watch how much food cost. Lol.  

My fiances making stir-fry sobe tonight!! I can't wait. :D We got pepper and meat. We did have mushrooms but they..didn't like the freezer.. <3 <3 Mmm, I can't wait. I seriously think my fiance should go to culinary school, he's always cooking and making some of the best stuff I have ever tasted!!  I love him so. ^__^

In last news, Soom did it again: www.dollsoom.com/shop/step1.php . I love how he looks so far, I can't wait to see his whole self. I am fighting the urge to put him on layaway already and get him, since I have no money. But hey..maybe if I have enough..Idk. ;_; This makes the third Soom MD that I won't get that I really wanted (although I really REALLY wanted Topaz and Chrome). Even though I am trying to save up for anouther boy doll right now, I do so want this guy..seeing as he looks nearly like a character in part of Felina's past, who will be bigger later in the story (maybe, I am still working him out). Darn you Sooom!! 

Hope everyone is having a fun and safe night!! :) I am going to have a delicous dinner with my love Justin. <3 

I got this Windows Live Writer thing when I had to upgrade my IM, seems pretty cool, so, so I am giving it a test.

Yeah, I am sick. It's funny because I saw it coming, about Wensday evening, the runny nose I got that day was still around, and my throat was starting to feel a bit weird in one part. So I went and made myself some emergen-C (which is this packet you put into water that has all this vitamin C and B and minerals and shit, good stuff when your trying not to get sick), and drank the whole thing, but I guess there was no point. I woke up the next day feeling like complete shit. I slept in till 1pm after calling work and telling them I wouldn't be coming in. Then I spent the day on my bed, on the computer, only feeling good when my fiance brought me chicken soup on his lunch break (aww), only then I realized I could barely even eat the soup. I moved myself and my computer downstairs to where I fell asleep 4 hours on the couch cause my room was so freaking hot, barely waking up to hear my stepdad say something about taking these advil he put near me, and my mom saying I MIGHT have my sisters fucking Mono.  I had a fever and stayed drugged up to get it down only to have it come back. My fiance brought me cough drops after he got off work, but I can't hug him or kiss him cause I am sick, which I hate.

Fuck it's so hot..
And I am probably going to look at it older and realize I didn't mean most of what I said here, because I am writing how I feel right now..which when I am sick, is not good.
This should be a happy post talking about the good and bad of Kumoricon, since that was this weekend, but I don't feel up to it.
I want my fiance to cuddle..I wish he didn't have work today. :(

I can't decide which was most satisfying to read. I started reading them in 5th grade, lol, I was so small and young, and now I am older. I liked them all personally, the 5th one was the only one I found a bit boring in the middle, but it had a awsome begaining and ending. These books always kept me on the edge and wanting more. I was truely sad when they ended, but all good books have to end sometimes..thats why you re-read them. Lol. Harry Potter was one of the books that inspired me to write more and become an author too.
Thanks J.K. Rowling. :)

Lile's mold, the Iplehouse Tatiana Pierrot, has once again sold out. -Sigh- I am having one of thoughs "wish I could afford anything I want" moments. I am not to worried though, this mold has sold out before, and then it seems Iplehouse waits a bit before making a more to sell, so I'll get her sometime. I planned to probably save up for her after I save up for my boy doll I am working on right now. So everyone wish and be hopefull for me, ok? ^__^

Tomorrows the annual Fearie Worlds Festival I am going too!!  I am super excited, I love this festival, I always feel relazed and at home there. Probably because it's one of the times where I am around the most people who have alot in common with me. Plus all the awsome artists/ photographers. My stepmom backed out this year though, right after we got her ticket, at the last minuet, so after some searching around, I invited my best friend DeMilo to go. So now it's my dad, my fiance, DeMilo and me going, how fun is that!! :D It's going to be a blast, I can't wait!! And of course I'll get to take some great shots with my new DSLR!! <3 <3

Hope everyone is staying well and having a nice day. :)

And by own place I mean an apartment with my fiance.
Aunt and Uncle finally moved into their own place with their newborn today, but SOMEONE in the family was still being really irritating. I like how I can get back from a nearly anxiety free, calm, wonderful, awsome camping trip to someone nagging and causing it to go back up a little.

-Sigh- At least I have my fiance to make me feel better, I love him so much. <3 

Hope everyone else is having a safe and fun night. :)

Lol, so I have always heard of this funny little anime called Hetalia for the longest time, but my best friend finally sent the episodes for me to watch. She was right, it is strangely addictive. Historical facts mixed with humor and a little stupidity, plus cute guys, whats better right? Lol. It's also funny to see how the countrys act, and suprisngly some of their acts is right (USA does try to be hero in rl quite often..).

I want a Lolita dress, lol, I have ALWAYS wanted one. I have always had an interast in lolita styles and even have some lolita things (my favorite is my coat). I found a site with dresses I like, now just need to save up. Guess I'll add it onto my list of things I need to save for, which looks like this: 

List of things to save for:
. An Apartment with my fiance. <3 
. Next BJD (still a suprise).
.Mirco lens for camera.
.Lolita Dress.
 

I'M GETTING MY FIANCES SCALLOPS FOR DINNER TONIGHT!! I usually don't like seafood except for sushi but daaaamn he makes it soo goood.

Hope everyone is having a fun night, stay well!! ^__^

TOMATO SOUP FOR LUNCH AT THE CAFE!! :D
Omg, the cafes Tomato Soup is always soooo good, I am sooo happy!! It's so warm and yummy. <3 (It's warm outside, but cold in our office kinda..-sigh-). I also got a Moon Struck Milk Chocolate Mayan Bar..So so happy.

Hope everyone is having a nice afternoon and stay well!! :)

Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince was really good!! :D But like the other movies, they left out quite a bit from the book, even some important stuff. With it being a nearly 3 hour movie, I can see why, but they could have left in some parts, like Ron's older brother, Bill, getting turned into a werewolf after nearly being ripped to shreds by one. They had the bad werewolf who did it in the movie, but for some reason Bill has being missing in ALL the movies that he shoulda showed up in. They also took out the memorial service for Dumbledor, and some other stuff. Overall though, it was a good movie, defiantly worth seeing, or worth seeing again, lol. It even had some parts that actually manage to make you jump..even if you read the book.

Bad part was, we went to such a lare showing they didn't get out till 12am, by the time we got home it was nearly 1am. After all the suger from candy we snuck in, and the movie itself, I was ride away. I didn't get to sleep till nearly 6am, almost a new record. So I am really tired today, lol, despite staying in till 2pm.

Omg, watching Mamma Mia! D: I never saw it, but everyone I know who has seen it told me it was horriable..they where right. :S

Hope everyone is having a nice day and stay well!! :)

ANYWAYS, that was yesterday blah, today was much better. I slept in for a bit and feel pretty good, and now my family, my fiance, and I are going to see Harry Potter 6. YES!! Finally!! WOO!! Is it obvious I still love that series? Lol, even when it's over it's not really "over". Hopefully I get to see the Weasley Twins (thoughs actors where my fave..their hot) and of course all the other great actors, Danial Radcliff, Rubert Grint, ect ect. Lol.
And there was my small HP fangirling of the day.
On random note, when I was younger and HP 1 came out on movie, people told me I looked like Emma Watson, aka, Hermione Granger. :S Shes a good actress but I don't really think I look like her anymore. :S

On anouther note, I think I might start trying to update this everyday, I kinda like writing, ranting, ect in here, lol.

Have a nice night everyone, and stay well!! ^__^ 

About time I start posting on here, I think I'll do it more often, it would be good for me to rant or something once in awhile, plus, still posting my stories up here. I had a reason for my long absence on here though, and that would be two things, sleep deprived, and anxiety. I should of saw the sleep deprivation coming on, ever since back when I had no work for awhile, and I was staying up later and later at night. My mind got use to that schedule, and so it stayed that way, which ended up giving me bad anxiety in the end. Basically, I have being facing and dealing with shit everyone deals with some point in their life, and although most of it was stupid, I realized some small things out of it. Although it's being awhile, I still have it, I am slowly getting better. It's life

Anyways, this is small entry to thank some certain people for being their for me through a hard time:

.Justin- My wonderful fiance, you have being supporting me through this the whole time, and are continueing too. This just helped me realize even more how much you mean to me and how much I love you. Thankyou. I love you so much. <3 <3

.Mom- Your basically my therapist, lol. You let me talk to you and help me through everything and make me realize I am going through normal shit everyone goes through. I couldn't ask for a better mom. Thankyou.

.DeMilo- I spelled your name right!! XD Lol. You let me cry to you and held me when the others where at work or weren't around. I couldn't ask for a better, actually close, best friend. Thankyou.

.Elly- You where talking to me and supporting me till your comp decided to die..but even then you tried to be their for me regardless. Your a great best friend/sister. Thankyou.

.Ryan- You stubbornly waited for me to tell you when something was wrong, you listened, and cheered me up. Even through your on shit you did this. I couldn't ask for a better male penpal friend. Thankyou.

.Ashlea- We helped each other alot, and you kept me distracted and kept my mind off all the shit. Your such a great friend. Thankyou.

And thanks to the others who have helped and support me through this when they could. Your all great. :) 

One of my best and closest friends is a girl named Elly. We met a long time ago on the site VF, and became fast friends. We have helped each other through so much of our lives, and shes really like a sister to me more then a friend (and sometimes, even like a daughter). I seriously don't know what I would do without her, shes one of those special friends you just need around no matter what.
Well Elly is a wonderful pianist, and someday I'll think she'll be great, maybe even famous!! Today she made me a song, a song dedicated to me, and I just can't help but share it.

My Little Sister Elly, Please "A Song for Rose":